j-everett:

aren’t i just? :’) heeeey. it is? i hadn’t noticed. yeah, sure. /pulls out wand, waves it, air con :’D) it’ll kick in soon. well that sucks, you should probably look at getting that fixed. anyway, what’s up? want a drink or anything?

absolutely. you haven’t been outside, have you? or have you turned on the news at all? hottest day of the month. /pulls at neck of shirt.) don’t have enough — actually, i have enough money. i just don’t want to spend it. ah … water will be fine. nah, i just thought we could talk or something. there’s nothing to do at this time of day.

j-everett:

well that’s no good is it, you’re supposed to be inside. i suppose i’ll have to come and let you in~ /tehehehehe, lets him in.) 

you’re hilarious. /smirk.) thank you. it’s stifling hot outside. have you got air conditioning? my apartment’s broke. :l ;

atragicmess:

The Spill Canvas | 3685

We were both selfish, but I think I was more.

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leplaisirsacre:

july, 2011 ♠ saint-tropez, france

                        ↳ jared leto + katharina damm.

ooc, 

it’s funny that this place is so inactive that all i have on the dash are soojee’s posts from her personal blog.

j-everett:

;))))) well, you asked. normal? that’s not in my vocabulary. OH YOU MEAN - oh okay, i can do that, i didn’t know i wasn’t doing that. DON’T TELL ME WHAT TO DO ADRIAN YOU DON’T OWN ME. /dramatic, not yet anyway.) no but fine. i can do that. can you do that? ….. i don’t know what you’re talking about. that wasn’t me. /pokerface.) ……. well i was but… i suppose i don’t want to get you fired. though if i did i would have you more to myself but… something tells me you wouldn’t be happy if i did get you fired. so i won’t. I: i’ll just wait.. here and.. clean.. or something. 

of course. you’re not even clooose to normal. ;) i don’t own you? you wanna bet how long that’s gonna last? /laughs.) i’m sorry. that was totally you. i can’t remember the last time i laughed that hard at something. what made you think it was a good idea? nah … she wouldn’t fire me. i think she likes me. besides, i’ve got the three broomsticks. aw, jason the maid? alright, you clean up. you’re not bound to the house, though, you know.

j-everett:

/grinning.) hmm… make it up to me? i could think of a few ways… ;) no but really, don’t worry about it… you said you’d think about it and… well, that’s enough for me for now. i suppose. what more could you do, anyway, i can’t force you to do things so. you work too much. i’ll come and break you out. /by that he means, come and throw things at you and distract you while you work.) but okay, that sounds good. i’ll look forward too it. :’) 

doooon’t even think about it, you naughty child. umm .. yeah. for now, just act normally. or just be normal. 8) you’re doing a fine job right now. the last time you tried disrupting my work, you turned yourself into a woman and it was embarrassing, hahahaha ~ please come as yourself this time. /smirks.) … … you’re not actually serious, are you? you’re going to get me fired. /laughs.) 

j-everett:

.. it’s fine~~ … i think you’re right, can i do you? ;) /sorry what.) it’s fine i mean really, i guess that just means i’m good at hiding things… or something. you should have, jeez adrian, i mean come on, we’re not all superhunks with guitars~ /he’s kidding LOL, i mean with the being sensitive part, adrian is totally a superhunk with a guitar LOL.) i can try and serenade you if you like but i don’t think i can sing all that well~ /puts a hand over his heart.) ooh writing songs, yeah sure, why not c: i like your songs.

yeah, of course i’m — ksjhdkjsd. /LOL ; BURST OUT LAUGHING ; relieved, actually.) woah there, tiger. let’s not rush things. i’m sorry, jace. if there’s any way i can make this up to you, i will ~ /grins.) no, i don’t want you to serenade me. that’s my job. haha ~ yeah, alright. i .. aw man. i actually have work right now, but come by after and i’ll play you a song or two. i wrote like five .. heh.

her-lionsmane liked your post:j-everett: … so basically just keep repeating…

j-everett:

… so basically just keep repeating now? okay then. what? no. why should it? … wonderful. well i’ll try and grow some more confidence then. /he thought he was being quite confident until adrian thought he was joking sobs and then he was like kjah what do i do now.) …. /blinking because he doesn’t believe that at all, what with everything that just happened, but forces a little laugh anyway.) well it’s not… easy. or at least for me it’s not. i don’t usually.. do this kind of thing. but hey. now you know~ /small smile.) anyway how’s… things been for you lately? 

… … … sorry, i didn’t mean it like that. just .. /rubs forehead.) do whatever you think is right, i guess. i can’t tell you .. how to do things. i’m sorry i thought you were joking. i really did. i should’ve been a little more sensitive. /ooooooops D: ) … we don’t have to talk about it. /quiet.) i’m alright. i’ve been writing some songs now that i’ve got time and certain things off my mind. you want to give it a listen when you have time?

j-everett:

right… right. yeah time, like i said, take all the time you need. what? no it’s fine, ask me whatever. another time? like when? okay… thanks. …  i don’t know. it’s not really you. it’s everything. i just never know how to say what i’m feeling or ask for things, and then that makes me nervous. i can’t really help it, sorry. /now he’s just rambling, sort of looks at him like why are you patting my shoulder.) 

alright. … any time you feel is right? .___. ” isn’t that what’s supposed to happen? this isn’t going to make things awkward between us, is it? /smiles apologetically.) it’s alright. i guess i can kind of understand where you’re coming from. or maybe i’ve always just been confident in myself. i can’t .. remember the last time i confessed to someone haha ~ /grins TRYING TO MOVE THINGS BACK TO NORMAL ish.)

simkiwi:

Jared Leto by the pool

j-everett:

i don’t know… yeah… i guess it is. /why are you smiling sobbing but oh well smiling is better than frowning, right, RIGHT!?.) .. are you really surprised or ? …. happy? /that’s good, right, that has to be good, RIGHT!?, omg just calm down jason stop.)  i don’t think anyone really did… it just sort of… happened… /shrugs.) yeah… i’m not surprised you haven’t thought about it. it’s fine… and i understand if… yeah… take all the time you need. /all over the place with feelings rn.) 

surprised and happy. like i said before, i’m flattered. and i truly am. i’m not just saying that. … just .. give me a bit of time, yeah. .. for how long, exactly, out of curiousi— never mind. sorry. probably not the best time to ask. ahhh, yeah .. maybe ask me another time. i’ll give it some thought, though. /smiles gently.) whaat, jason, you’re so nervous. since when are you ever nervous around me? /pats his shoulder amiably.) 

j-everett:

right. awfully flattered~ no. no i wasn’t joking. i was being serious. and i know, it’s probably a stupid time to tell you but, you only live once, right? so fine. i like.. you. i think i have for.. a while now but, i was just too late so… yeah. now you know.. and stuff. /bad with words LOL ;-; oops.)  

/exasperated shrug.) what else could i be right — oh. oh. /o okay. LOL.) yeah. /chuckles.) it’s a bit out of nowhere. /kind of can’t stop smiling but he’s going to give it some time therefore.) wooow. who’d have thought? i’m .. happy, really. i didn’t know. uhmm … /rubs mouth.) i actually haven’t thought about this since … in a while. … could you give me some time?